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Beyonce-I Was Here
As much as I complain about not being the biggest fan of school and i hate waking up so early and I can’t wait to just be finished forever, there is definitely something to be said about starting a new semester. And I mean, this is semester 6 of 8! It’s almost like a new year, where I can completely start from scratch, clean slate, new semester, new Joseph.
I feel like I am always more into my spring semesters too, I always do better academically and I think I’m generally more focused. This last semester I did fine, got my 3.2 and it’s cool, but I feel like I sort of lost some focus and I want to get that back.
I have school four times a week, I work four times a week, I intern three times a week, there’s no reason for me to not stay focused this time!
placement (except on the right shoulder) set.
meaningful quote & font picked out.
I need to do this. I have to do this.
I said I spent the last two days working on an internship application to a company SOULY based on the fact that Lo Bosworth from The Hills just so happens to work there?

I would probably judge me too.
But it’s just coincidence that this place is amazing & she works in their LA office.
I don’t know why every few months or so I get the insatiable need to just get away. To just GO somewhere. Somewhere different where I can immerse myself in something completely different from what I am used to. Something that will fulfill me not only in my career aspirations, but my personal ones as well.
I want to do things that scare me and challenge me in ways that I don’t feel that I am challenged here. I want to prove to myself that I can do things that I once thought I wasn’t capable of. I want to learn things that people here can’t teach me.
I wish I didn’t have this in me to want to do something crazy like this and that I was perfectly cool just doing what I’m doing. But I always want to challenge myself. Applying for out of state summer internships is the first start. And who’s to say I will get one? I’d regret it if I didn’t at least apply. And if I do get one, well let’s hope I don’t have an LC-Paris-or-Jason dilemma on my hands.
Kelly Clarkson - Let Me Down - Stronger
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For whatever reason now seems like a good enough time as ever to reevaluate my life goals soooo
CHARACTERS I LOVE ★ Marissa Cooper
“I was the girl on yearbook, charity league, social chair… whatever my mom told me to do. I got straight A’s, sometimes a B in Math but my dad was a whiz so he’d help me. And then on the weekends, I road my little sister’s pony for fun. I even won some blue ribbons. And then… Well, my dad lost all his money… the pony lost all its hair, my mom kind of lost her mind. Also, I got kicked out of school and my friend died. I guess everything happened. And then at some point I just… stopped being the girl who belonged at College. Or anywhere for that matter.”
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Early Mornin | Britney Spears | In the Zone
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“Everybody’s got a dark side, do you love me? Can you love mine? Nobody’s a picture perfect, but we’re worth it, you know that we’re worth it. Will you love me, even with my dark side?
Dark Side - Kelly Clarkson
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